love,

jocy

Love,

theundeadcorndog (Jocy)

Help me, I am falling down

And I can't stop

I am going down a bad road

And I can't turn back

Yet, I know it's wrong

but I can't stop myself

I want to take the chance

I wish I could remember

The days it was all-good

Like when I was a little kid

Before my life was changed

To before I took your life

I would want to go back

To tell you so many things

But most of all that I am sorry

Gosh, I need you

You were my support, my best friend

But now you're gone

And it's my entire fault

Because I couldn't stay sober

I miss you so much;

I've gone into a state of depression

I am going crazy, I don't know what to do

I have no one to blame but myself

Please forgive me...

The untold truths

of wisdom lie

solely in the beating

of the heart of an

i'll-treated child

whose wounds will

heal and heart will seal, but memory will never die...

My insides have contorted,

twisted deep inside.

My vision has distored,

my emotions wilted in time.

The will to fight

and to extinguish pain.

To summon night

and to dry the rain.

Lost in time along with my love and my hate.

In this emotionless state.

Something hard to explain

you are in darkness when you are in pain

get it out of your brain

if it was your fault, dont be ashamed

get rid of the blame

fight, and see what you obtain

I know you don't see it,

A temporary blindness

but it exists,

it's called darkness

do not fall in the same hole twice

be wise and open your eyes

life is like a cave

dont look back, walk straight

walk towards light and dont take a break

don't rest until you are there!!!

love ya,

jocy

Here is my best friend chris (vampie)!!!!!! I known him for a while now and i love him to death!!! He is the person who i can count on with my most percious secerts and he never lets me down. I see him as my older brother lol u should see how we r at school :] its pretty funny. I know for a fact if u meet chris u'll love him and if anybody messes with him.....ur dead....lol but anyways....I LOVE YOU CHRIS!!!!!!

Here is my babe casey (arcticpuppets) i have known her since 5th grade....ahhh good memories. She is my favorite person. she is also my bestest friend who i can count on but we do have our days when we can't stand eachother but we manage to get over it. I love her to death and i will never leave ur side and if anyone hurts her or any guy breaks her heart watch out for jocy cause i'll kick ur a**.....hehe....I love u Case!!!!

Here is liz (vampiregurl) i love her she is my step-sis. she is always there when nobody else is and she always listens to what i have to say. I love her so much that i'm glad we became sisters lol even though sometimes i want to kill her but hey that's what sisters do...lmao...yeah she always knows how to make me feel better when im sad and she always knows how to make me laugh when i need it to recover from being bored...she is a very cool person to hang with and once again mess with her well u know lol.

*sighs* well where do i start lol....lets say she is fun, cool, hip, werid, and funny as hell....she is Alyssa she is one of my funniest friends. i trust her and she always there to hear me out. she is wacky and thats y we get along so well...lol....and when she always needs help im right there. i met her this year but we became really good friends....I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU ALYSSA :]

MAY-MAY i dont know how i should start describing may may. she is an awsome friend she is freakin hilarious and is totally not afraid to act stupid and she brings out my stupid and geeky side. lol. she is always making me laugh so hard that i soon start to tear and then start crying...lmao. She is a real cool person i dont know what i'll do without u buddy!!!!

My friend munkay (munkay) i love her she is werid and funny in her own little way. i can always count on her!!!! she is me bestest friend but i also see her as my sister. i'll always go to her for advice and guy problems lol. she is the best!!!! I love u munkay and i always will memba i have ur back :]

CAREY (funnybunnyismyname and or kittyhasworms) I LOVE U CAREY!!! i met this crazy friend on buzznet and she is an awsome friend. she is always cracking jokes and making me laugh so hard i pee (jk) she is the best she is funny, werid, random, and easy to talk to. I love carey to death and always will. we will be best friends forever!!!!! she is my homie c lol and if u hurt her i will kick ur a**...but other than that u will love her!!!